Chapter 1263 Qin Lan's Emotions Run Wild

eyes, she couldn't see any maternal love. However, Qin Jing, after only a few months of getting to know Qiao Zixuan, developed a deep bond with him like a mother and son. 。"Okay, I'm giving you one mo...Qin Lan suddenly became excited, the calmness she had just felt also vanished with Qiao Liang's irresponsible and selfish words.

The thing she most didn't want to hear was Qiao Liang favoring and neglecting her like this. 。Some things some people, are things that your children your wife should endure and experience. 。And you, you protected them well, taking on everything they should have had to bear yourself. 。"Why, why should we take responsibility for them Why, your wife cheated and did something wrong, she shouldn't make me take the blame!" 。"If she doesn't even respect herself, why should I uphold her dignity 。Qin Lan's emotions were nearly out of control. These words were something she had long wanted to ask Qiao Liang, asking him why he was so selfish. 。She used to be able to keep her cool, but now Qiao Liang's protection makes it impossible for her to look at this matter calmly. 。"I'm sorry..." Joe Liang was filled with guilt and shame. 。He wanted to open his mouth and apologize, wanting to use the three words "I'm sorry" to give Qin Lan a little comfort and compensation. 。But Qin Lan couldn't bear it anymore, and he couldn't force his emotions to stop halfway. 。You don't deserve to be a father. You know you should think about how your two children feel, but all you care about is yourself. 。Can't you be sympathetic to Qiyi She is your child too, why don't you feel sorry for her For her sake, why can't you make a little effort 。" She had gone through such a huge ordeal, suffered so much injustice, haven't you, as her father, helped her at all" Qin Lan had completely lost control. At this moment, she couldn't see or feel anything. 。She was selfish and only cared that she and her two children had suffered greatly, knowing that the Qin family had always been used by the Qiao family. 。"Qin Lan, what's wrong with Jing Yi What happened" Faced with Qin Lan's accusations, Qiao Liang couldn't say a word in defense. 。Things are indeed as Qin Lan said, they are the victims of their own sacrifice to protect their children. 。It was precisely because of this that Qiao Liang felt guilty and ashamed, utterly humiliated. 。But about Qin Jingyi that Qin Lan had mentioned, he had to ask. 。According to Qin Lan, Qin Jingyi has encountered something she can't solve. As her father, he must know what it is. 。However, when Qin Lan was out of control emotionally, how could she possibly explain it to Qiao Liang 。"It has nothing to do with you. When you had to protect your child and wife, you abandoned us." 。"I'm so sorry, Qinlan. I'm really sorry. " 。I have not abandoned you, you are all in my heart. 。"At this moment, Qiao Liang could only offer his apologies. Those were the only words of comfort he had." 。Qin Lan's repeated accusations pained him, and also caused Qin Lan immense suffering. 。"Don't say sorry, you don't even deserve to say sorry." 。Qin Lan cried her heart out, all the grievances she had endured over the years flowed down with her tears. 。>More than twenty years, this is her best time. 。I thought that waiting twenty years for a man was worthwhile, but who knew she was being self-deceived What came was a man who received such an unfair blame. 。This left her wondering how to face over two decades of waiting. 。Okay, I won't say 。Please calm down first, okay Tell me what happened to Jingyi first. 。“ Qiao Liang was still worried about Qin Jingyi. From Qin Lan's reaction, he was sure that Qin Jingyi wasn't dealing with a small matter, otherwise Qin Lan wouldn't have collapsed or lost control of his emotions. ” 。 Qiao Liang reached out to help Qin Lan, but Qin Lan forcefully pushed him away. 。"You don't have us in your heart at all, so what's the point of asking these questions" 。You only have your wife, Qiao Shunchen, and Qiao Yu in your heart. 。You would sacrifice anyone for them, and you would hurt us at will for them. 。"What are we, roadside weeds You're bored, come squat down and take a look" 。When I'm feeling down, just kick me a few times. Is it so unfair to accept such treatment 。"It doesn't matter what you do to me or Winnie, but Jingyi is your child after all. " 。You already knew she was your child, but what have you given her What have you done for her How can a father be so cruel to his own child 。Although Qin Lan claimed it didn't matter, he still couldn't help but blame Qiao Liang and speak up for Qin Jingyi. 。The repeated retelling of an event speaks volumes about the depth of its harm to her. 。deep to the bone, flowing into the blood 。Qin Lan cried out of grievance, unable to hear any sounds or feel the presence of anything around her. 。At this moment, the only thing she knew was her own pain for over two decades and the unfair treatment her children had suffered because of her. 。Joe was flustered, he had never felt so helpless. 。He wanted to comfort Qin Lan, he wanted to say a few sorry words, and even more so, he wanted to ask clearly what had happened to Qin Jingyi. But he couldn't utter a word, nor did he dare to act. 。In front of Qin Lan, he was a sinner, a villain. 。He had no right to stand before Qin Lan and demand forgiveness, no right to say sorry. 。But he truly loved her, just that guilt wouldn't let him wait alone for over twenty years. 。Qin Lan cried for a long time, her eyes swollen from crying, her voice hoarse, and she was even short of breath due to crying so hard that she finally regained some consciousness. 。She stepped back a few paces and sat on a park bench, wiping her tears. 。At this time, Qiao Liang still didn't dare to say anything, although he was very worried about Qin Jingyi. 。Qin Lan rested for a while and took the opportunity to organize her somewhat aware emotions. 。"Let's just leave it at that. Let's pretend the past twenty years and everything we've been through never happened." 。Didn't your son or daughter find you a woman Just live a good life. 。In a few days, I'm going abroad. From now on, let's not meet again. 。Qin Lan once again clarified their relationship, this was also their last meeting. 。No matter how Qin Jing and Qiao Shunchen's relationship turns out in the future, she will not see Qiao Liang or set foot in the Qiao family. 。"I can't, I...""You can do it, there's nothing you can't do in this world." 。Qin Lan sarcastically 。If one can sacrifice their own children and loved ones, what else is there that Qiao Liang cannot do 。Qin Lan, our business can't just end like this. 。"I waited for more than twenty years..."

"Don't say that these twenty years..." 。I don't know how your twenty years have been, but I know how mine have been. 。It's agonizingly painful and helpless. It's even worse than death. 。When I can't hold on anymore, I even think about death. You wouldn't understand this feeling. 。" But I feel that it's all worth it because I did it for love. " 。Only after I spent over twenty years burdened with the guilt you made me carry did I realize that for those twenty years, I was nothing. 。"Don't continue, just let me go. " 。Qin Lan pleaded for mercy, she didn't have the energy to play games with Qiao Liang, she had no other twenty years to squander. 。Her love for Qiao Liang had transformed into hate, hating the way he treated her so ruthlessly. 。Qin Lan quickly left, although she was very pained at the moment, it was better than being manipulated by Qiao Liang. 。For over two decades, she invested her time and youth, only to consider it a lesson learned. 。That's it, the rest is up to Qiao Liang to deal with. Qin Lan has done all she can help. 。 Qiao Liang stood there alone, lost in thought. He felt heartbroken for Qin Lan, and even began to regret hiding everything, remorseful that he had let Qin Lan bear the burden of it all. 。But he never expected today's conversation to turn out like this, nor did he expect Qin Lan to be so agitated, not even giving him a chance to speak. 。When he got home that night, Qiao Liang seemed utterly despondent. 。

Sitting listlessly on the sofa, staring blankly out the window alone.

"What's wrong Didn't the talk go well" Zhou Zhi walked over and asked. 。"Sigh…" Qiao Liang sighed first, then answered Zhou Zhi. 。"Bad, very bad" 。For such a long time she still hasn't forgiven me, maybe she never will. 。Qin Lan formally proposed a breakup, saying that this was our last meeting, and in a few days she would go out. 。" Qiao Liang repeated Qin Lan's words in despair. She wouldn't forgive him, she wouldn't let go, which meant they could never be together for the rest of their lives. " 。That means he waited for over twenty years and didn't get a result, he may have to keep waiting, until he dies, he might not even get Qin Lan's forgiveness. 。It seems she's truly heartbroken, no wonder. If I were in her shoes knowing the truth, I wouldn't be able to act like nothing happened either. 。" She’s been with you for over thirty years, and she waited another twenty. What do you think she must be feeling after finding out the truth" 。Zhou Zhi completely understood Qin Lan's decision and her feelings of wanting to cut ties completely. 。"I was heartbroken. I haven't seen her cry like that in over twenty years of knowing her. The worst part is, I didn't even dare to comfort her." 。In front of her, I am a jerk, a sinner. I don't even dare to explain myself. 。Joe Liang reproached himself, filled with regret. 。If given a second chance, he would definitely not do that. 。As Qin Lan said, one has to take responsibility for their own mistakes. 。One should experience things firsthand, rather than have them done for them. 。"Sigh…" This time, it was Zhou Zhi's turn to sigh. At this moment, he didn't know how to comfort Qiao Liang. 。After all, Qin Lan's pain was his own doing. Even guilt and regret are what he deserves to bear. 。"By the way, Zhou Zhi, go check if Jing Yi is going through something right now." 。Joe Liang remembered Qin Lan's half-said words, which made him uneasy. 。"Jing Yi, what's wrong Why did you suddenly ask like this" 。“

Zhou Zhi asked in bewilderment, but at the same time he took out his phone and found the contact number of the person who had always been taking care of things for him.

"Just what Qin Lan said, saying that I didn't help Jing Yi, saying that the child encountered such a big grievance, what could I, as her father, do to help..." 。I asked her what happened to Jingyi, but she wouldn't say. 。"Check that right now, I want to know what's going on immediately." 。Qiao Liang simply said it after which he urged Zhou Zhi. 。Zhou Zhiye realized the problem existed, but instead of responding he directly dialed the phone. 。"Check on Qin Jingyi's recent situation, I want the results in half an hour." 。" Good, I'll wait. 。“After explaining everything, Zhou Zhi hung up the phone.” 。"What could be the matter with Jing Yi Looking at her gentle appearance, it doesn't seem like anything major has happened." 。Is it the study abroad program being delayed, or is there an issue with the school 。Zhou Zhi was thinking, the news he had about his study abroad being delayed came from Qin Jingwen. He hadn't noticed anything strange about Qin Jingwen when she told him about it. 。I also told Wenwen about this, it shouldn't be an overseas thing. 。"It's not this thing or that, and I guess it's a very important matter, otherwise Qin Lan wouldn't be so agitated." 。Joe's heart was pounding in his chest, his worry etched all over his face. 。he family of four moved into a luxurious suite in the hotel. It was several times larger than their previous room and even bigger than Qin Jingwen's house. 。"This place is still good, we can eat and p...